Friday, August 13, 2010
I <3 ME
I always thought that I was different; that I came to the table exactly who I would always be, but even that's not true. When I am with someone I make them my everything and it gets exhausting. Then I sit and wonder why I get frustrated when they don't reciprocate. But how can they, how can I expect that from anyone especially myself. It is such a harsh demand to ask someone to be the source of your happiness. However, I have found that I have asked for that and more in the name of love.
Writing about it now it seems so silly. Why would you ask someone to love another more than themselves. I know I know better but somewhere, somehow I got it all mixed up. So I am going to use this motto until I get it right again. Cuz its great to love men, its easy. But to love me, to be true to what I want and determined to create my own happiness; well there's a challenge I look forward to conquering during this chapter of my life. So here's to lovin' me!!!
And for those reading, here's to you making you #1 everyday!
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010
The little things
I have been hanging in Europe for a month and a half now and I have been to serval places and seen such great fun sights but through it all I am still very much me. There haven't been any major changes that I can see. I feel a lot of little differences, like I have found comfort eating alone in a foreign country at 930 at night. I look forward to getting lost in a new place where I don't know the language and am forced to figure out the map and streets. I have found a new appreciation for art and museums. I have learned how to say "why not" instead of "how about we say we did and don't." I have learned to talk less and listen more. I have learned how to stop thinking about it and just get it in my body and move. I am so grateful for these lessons and look forward to more to come. :)
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Fountains
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Monday, June 28, 2010
See ya later not Goodbye
I am thankful for modern technology, b/c it allows me to still stay in contact with everyone even from across the pond. So be on the lookout b/c I plan to take many pictures and fill all your in-boxes with my internal musings, lol.
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Thursday, April 15, 2010
Best Laid Plans
So my question to the group, is what do you do when your plans don't go... well, as planned